Second chance

Perhaps i was wrong. We should never judged a person by his past record because you will never know that he has truly repented.

Recently, I got to know a colleague of mine with past record and... I really salute to this person. After knowing his story, it really motivates me to pursue on my dream. Fight for the things that you desire and "never say die!". SALUTE!

The other thing is that... I am in deep thoughts lately. I have been thinking a lot of my career, moral, ethics... I think the world in on the grey side. There is never a absolute right or wrong. Perhaps culture and the environment we are living in has shaped our perception about what is right or wrong. But in reality, how many of us can stop the evil side of our mind from whispering to us?

To be frank, i can't... What i can do is to think of what is ethically and morally right when this devil side of my mind start communicating with me.

Thoughts

I guess i am i am facing similar situation as i have faced in NUS. The period of time when we have to OT until 9 or 10pm to clear some stuff. Back then, my partner and i was very committed to clear as many things as we can.

But... What about this new work place? Documents lying around in those boxes that range up to year 2009. Poor archiving system... Now, we are clearing it and this is a total mess. What's more, it is only the forth day clearing those boxes and there are people complaining about tired all that. Well... All i can say is that i don't see the commitment and sense of responsibility here. At this rate that we are going, when auditors or "special guest" come and visit this department, it is going to be deep shit.

2012

First of all, I would like to wish all my friends a "Happy New Year! May 2012 be a prosperous and fruitful year for you all. :)"

"Learning things through the hard way..." This phrase is so similar to most of you all right. My friend has told me about it a few days ago... Now, i do think that this apply to me too. I guess there is a big difference between internship and temporarily staff. The next time round when i apply for holiday job... It will be internship. I think there is more learning opportunity and respect.

I don't know why i always felt that the company that i am working in does not know how to appreciate my presence. Am i looking for too much things in my job? I don't seems to find any sense of satisfaction in my work... :( What should i do next?

Christmas is coming

Christmas Day is coming...

I wish i wish i wish... Santa, may you give me the same present that i have wished every year since a couple of years ago? Haha. *Wishing hard*

Christmas Day means another thing to me. My temporarily job is going to end soon... Happy? Sad? I have a mixed feeling. Have i ever mentioned that i am not able to take 4 modules per semester? I will have to take 2 modules instead. This means that i am going to stay for one more year. Disappointing enough...

Anyway, i don't know what other job can i take in this one year so as to earn more since i am going back to school twice per week. Haiz... I have 2 ideas right now... Thinking should i proceed on with my plan??? I shall see...

Temporary Staff

Temp Staff

As i am trying out more and more temporary position in banks and MNCs, i get to see the ugly side of people working in the company. People talking behind bosses back, ... All kinds of things... I am definitely not going to stay here for long. This place is not suitable for me. I want to a more humanistic environment where all the good bosses are.

Good and bad

Thanks to RE, i managed to found a temporarily job at Singapore Exchange Limited. I will be working from 16/11/11 till 31/12/11.

Well, i got to say... This is not like the previous temp job that i found in NUS. I believed that during this one and a half month, i will be able to learn quite a handful of things. I am looking forward towards it. :)

However, this place is somehow like "OFS". Once again, i have become a loner for lunch time. NO ONE has offered me to join them for lunch. THANK U VERY MUCH. As for today, my zor zor came to my rescue. :) She flew from Outram Park MRT station to Raffles Place MRT station just to accompany me for lunch and buy a new pair of shoes. My toes is really aching. >.< Zor zor, owe you one. :)

Now, my blister is really... O.O I don't think i can stick the whole piece of skin back. Wonderful~ Shall endure for another 2 or 3 more days of pain... Anyway, i went to Lot 1 Mondo shop and found a pair of soft material covered shoes. I guess i will use that till my blister is completely healed. :)

Pissed

Getting pissed off easily when my "aunt" visit me every month. Don't seems to be able to remain calm like the usual times. So.... DON'T TRY TO PISS ME OFF WHEN I AM ALREADY IN HOT TEMPER.